so… here’s the deal.
I haven’t been blogging a lot lately because I have had sensory overload in my head. That probably doesn’t make sense to anyone but me. But you chose to read my blog so you have to deal with my ramblings.
It just seems like I have been waiting for this time for so long. I moved down here so much earlier than everyone else and experienced a lot of impatience. Now, Doug & Shelly are here, we are having core group meetings and are planning the launch of this church in about 4 months. All the things that I couldn’t wait for but have gotten very anxious about. Not anxious in a bad way mind you. Anxious to the fact that God chose me. Why in all creation would he choose me to help with the church?
I am still struggling with that. Everyday I wake up and I feel as though I have nothing to bring to the table of Canvas Church and then everyday God shows me something that I didn’t see before while making it more clear that I am doing His will.
I had a conversation with my roommate Austin tonight. He is helping with the React Conference at Bible Baptist Church this weekend. We had a great study about people in the bible who reacted to God. I am not going to give away his thoughts on the subject. But one of the things that stuck out in my mind after this study was…
How as Christ follower’s can we not react?
so… as this adventure to transform a city continues I am going to stop making excuses that I am not worthy .
I am not going to wait for God to React to me, I am going to React to Him.
very cool.. i am ridiculously insecure about that kind of thing too.
i cant wait until the react conference! c u there!!!